Friday, September 17, 2010

"Bin wieder da!"

Okay. The thing about this blog thing is that you have to decide what kind of emotion or idea you want to put across - I tend to write about what's going on in my life (not just here, but in journals etc) when I'm dissatisfied or frustrated.
So I could just write a long thing about why I'm frustrated right now and it would sound like I'm having a bad time but I'm really not.

But also, what am I doing?

Birte is visiting us for the weekend. And Hans-Peter is back from his business trip. This means I am going to get pissed off a lot. I do not really like either of these people.
But anyway.

I don't know what to do and I kind of wish I was back home because then I would be able to find a job and a place with other young folks to live - I would like to do that here, but I am an "alien" and it would be a pain in the ass to even start anything like that.
Basically I just need money. And a car.
These things should be easy to come by!
I have run out of my monthly earnings (well, I have 5 Euros left) and don't get paid again until the 21st. Which is actually pretty soon. But we're going to Hamburg tomorrow and people want to stay the night and go out and I want to too but I don't have any money to do that and when I told Anette that today she just said like "übernacht?" and went "hmmm" and then somebody said something else and the topic changed.

So. Yeah. And some folks from my class are going out in about an hour and I don't want to deal with all the transportation issues that come with going into Kiel. But I also don't want to spend the night in my room. But I also don't want to sit downstairs and listen to Birte and Hans-Peter talk.

This is totally pointless. You don't need to read this. Haha. And of course it sounds like I'm not having a good time. Which is true and not true.


Money and a car.



But the world is beautiful and that is okay. There are trees and prickly bushes and clouds and snails and hedgehogs and music like Leonard Cohen and Camera Obscura and Beirut.
And that's pretty freaking good.

There are a lot of snails out lately because it's been raining so much and they're all over the trails where people ride bikes and every few hundred yards or so there's a snail that's been popped like a tube of toothpaste by a bike wheel. It's disgusting and totally fascinating.

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